Shit !!!

I do not know how I could do what I did to you. Many apologies. I was wrong. Shit, I missed. Messed up badly. But now, only now I realized I already can not live without you. I can not live without you around. It's ridiculous, but true. So little time, what I feel for you is very special. I know it's late to repent, I was weak I cheated on you. Shit, shit, shit. Excuse me?